My First Solo Trip: How a Cruise Taught Me to Embrace Being Alone

I’ve never truly been in a space where it was just me—my company, my thoughts, my experience, uninterrupted by anyone else.

That changed when I booked my first solo trip on one of the biggest cruise ships in the world, Utopia of the Seas. This wasn’t just a vacation; it was a journey inward—a chance to reconnect with myself in a way I had never done before.

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Why a Cruise Was the Perfect First Solo Trip

When my aunty—who owns Beads & Potions and is one of the most intuitive, spiritually in-tune people I know—recommended I take this solo trip, I knew I had to listen. Her insights are never wrong.

I’ll be honest—at first, I was nervous. The idea of being completely alone felt unfamiliar and a little overwhelming. But when I chose to trust the moment and lean into faith instead of fear, something shifted. What started as hesitation turned into excitement.

A cruise turned out to be the perfect choice for my first solo travel experience. It gave me the space to be alone, yet I never felt lonely. With a set location and the same group of people on board, safety was never a concern, which let me fully immerse myself in the trip.

I could explore freely, step outside of my comfort zone, and truly see what I enjoy—not what others wanted to do, not what I felt obligated to do, just me.

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My Stateroom: A Cozy Sanctuary

I booked an interior balcony room overlooking Central Park, and it was perfect.

The bathroom? Spacious.

The bed? Ridiculously soft.

And the vanity? A dream.

But the best part? My balcony. Some nights, I’d leave my door open while getting ready, letting the sounds of live jazz from below fill my space. It was a reminder that even in solitude, there’s beauty in simply being present.

Next time, I’d book a room closer to the front/center of the park for a better sky view, but overall, I wouldn’t change a thing. I intentionally chose an interior balcony over an ocean view because I knew myself—if I had a full ocean view, I’d be too tempted to stay inside instead of embracing this journey fully.

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Embracing Solo Moments

I spent a lot of this trip alone, but never lonely.

• Sitting in Central Park, reading in the sun while birds fluttered around me.

• Watching the most incredible shows, completely lost in the entertainment.

• Floating in the whirlpool at the adults-only Solarium, staring out at the endless ocean.

• Taking myself to Chef’s Table, a five-course meal with perfectly paired wines, because I deserve luxury.

One of the most powerful moments? Sitting at the very front of the ship, on the top deck, book in hand, gazing over the endless ocean. The wind, the vastness of the sea, the quiet—just me, my thoughts, and the Divine.

It felt like an open conversation between me and God.

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Meeting Divine Beings but Keeping the Focus on Me

Along this journey, I encountered beautiful souls—from fellow passengers to the kindest, most radiant staff. Their company was warm, their energy uplifting, but I made sure I was the focus.

For so long, I’ve centered others—adjusting, accommodating, making space for everyone but me. This time, I intentionally decentered everyone else and fully put the focus on myself and my own divinity.

My joy.

My peace.

My presence.

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Dancing with Myself

One night, I went to the club alone, and for the first time, I fully embraced dancing by myself.

No second-guessing. No wondering if I looked out of place—just pure freedom.

I felt so light, moving with the music, completely present in the moment. It wasn’t about being seen. It was about feeling alive.

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The Unexpected Joys

This trip also gave me moments of spontaneous fun that I wouldn’t have had if I wasn’t open to simply experiencing life as it comes.

• I found myself laughing uncontrollably at a live game show (Name That Tune—unexpectedly amazing).

• I watched the Aqua 80 Too show and felt chills from how insanely good it was.

• I stumbled upon a silent disco toga party, and while I didn’t fully participate, just being there, watching the pure joy of others, was enough.

• I explored Nassau’s Straw Market and found the most beautiful yin-yang dream catcher—a little piece of this journey to bring home with me.

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A Divine Ending

On my final night, after leaving the toga party, I felt a deep pull to embrace my own company with the Divine.

I went to my balcony, put on some gospel music, and meditated under the night sky.

It was a moment of pure connection—just me and God.

No distractions, no noise—just peace.

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What This Trip Taught Me

I stepped onto that cruise not fully knowing what I was looking for. I stepped off changed.

• I am not afraid to be alone.

• I embrace my aloneness because it is sacred.

• I do not settle or force connections—the divine plan is playing out exactly as it should.

• I trust that where I am is exactly where I need to be.

This solo trip was just the beginning. I will absolutely take another one—maybe even this same cruise again.

I have no fear of walking alone because I carry peace within me.

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If you’ve ever considered taking a solo trip but felt hesitant—do it.

There is so much waiting for you on the other side of fear.

Would I board again? Without a doubt.

But more than that, I’d embark on any journey—because I know now, wherever I go, I have me.